First Day On Prozac

    

    So i guess this is where I'll be posting my daily thoughts while taking prozac. I am currently taking 10mg a day and will have to wait till August 31st to up my dosage

    I took it around 10:15 this morning and it is around 12:10 right now. I've been experiencing suicidal thoughts, extreme self hatred, uncontrollable sobbing and finding it extremely hard to concentrate. Now, this could be the drug, but it could also be the fact that I've missed several day of my birth control and now taking double doses of that to catch up.

    As I write I seem to be calming down, yet I still doubt I will eat at all today. I just simply don't deserve to today. I had a cup of coffee so that should hold me over until breakfast tomorrow if I decide to eat then. I've heard that its normal for people to lose weight on prozac so maybe I'll just blame my not eating on that lol.

    Edit: As the day went on I ended up eating some crackers which made me want to end up eating more food later in the night. i also felt a lot better mentally as the night went on and just felt the normal offness i do whenever i start antidepressants.